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hello!! im all from the phils and im suprise to say that it aint that bad here as im living with my cousins. they're so cool. I'll tell you why later. Anyways the place im staying has like three floors. the ground flood (1st floor) is the kitchen and the dining room, second floor is the living room and the third floor is the bedrooms and toilets plus there's a roof top where all the laundry is done. So its kinda cool and yeah i've been running up and down the stairs :p. right now my cousins are at school and im all alone at the house. not really alone. my grandma is resting and my baby cousin KC is sleeping. KC is so cute and adorable. Kevin i think is 15 plays the guitar and is insane about music. He's a guitarist and he teaches me how to play the guitar. He also updates me on the lastest music so i'm updated. Kiano i think is 13. He knows english better than anyone else in the house. He talks to me in english and i tried to talk to him in tagalog. plus we both corrected each other if one makes a mistake. everything is all okay they haf a pet dog and its a dalmation. its so cute and it doesnt bite. plus it sorta understood you and follows your order. BTW its name is uri. So you go "stay Uri, Sit Uri and all" and he'll do what its told. you just have to say its name every end of the command =p
i bought this ISP (internet Service Provider) and its only like B$3 for 120 hours but the only thing is it can only reach at the max 55 kbps but its okay and im using the telephone line so i have to turn it off when ever someone wants to use the telephone. Everything is okay so far. kinda loving it, (there's cable!!!) and yeah i got the internet. I'm not home sick cause i feel like at home but am terribly missing you guys so much so yeah till next blog!

bloggerismism

teo: have u seen the papers this morning?
amilyn: yeah, the one about blogging?
teo: wanna get into a lawsuit?
amilyn: nah. i only blog about personal stuff.
teo: true that.
amilyn: and my blogging is always considerate and non-aggrieving.
teo: riiiight....

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

okie..okie...I'm..SO SUPERLY HYPERLY HAPPY!!! ^^; I got the greatest book ever!Hopefully the book will allow me to create my very own console n well..if i'm up for it...write the games for it ^^the book is like 1000 pages...the book is like 5.5 cm thick..lol and even tho the name sounds voodooish(bro..i sorta agree with you on that) and i may neeed ALOOOOOOOOOOOOT of help(yep milyn...need your help now ><)I'm just so super happy i cant exactly put it in words...so now...i'm gonna go read the book... btw the book is 'The Black Art of Video Game Console Design' by Andre LaMothe n i'm tellin ya..he's one cool dude..okie i'm gonna go read now! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~! *kisses book* Love ya'll lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pics

Penguins ^^

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Okie..now i'm in school..with amir n jasmine marie..hehe..bored so i thought i'd blog..gonna post up the pics tomoro or somethin..hahakz...letcha all see em Little Tassie devils >< hehe...okie...erm...yea so we're now whatchin trailers of movies..hahakz..okie..erm..now we're goin to see tcher lata now so i'll blog later..love ya'll lots..see ya

Back In Action ^^

Okie........I'm Officially.... Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!Well..actually been back here for a week but...my pc at home is erm..unassembled(needed to tear it apart before i went to Tassie) so now i'm in school..alone >< .. so sad... i turned off my phone n only turned it on atr school so erm..i got Sawah's text msg really late ><>< >< ><) .. okie... so i cant play RO ><>< T.T Brunei dont got the cd yet T.T anyway..might ask my dad to buy for me heh heh..when he goes SG this monday ^^...which would be the day Sana leaves.......Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! T.T :'( .. erm okie..better go do work now...cya all later ^^ Love ya'll lots ^^

Jasmine Yap

from school went to the airport by bus and send Jasmine Yap off and i realize that on monday it will be Sangs turn and i just cant believe it i mean it seems so fast. The next week after Sangs would then be my turn.. and honestly at first i thought it would be fun.. you know travelling alone and all.. but at the same time its going to be scary. I'll be lyk a sheep in the big city!. freak i don't want to go.... OH WELL.

"why is everyone leaving? It makes me want to leave too." - lyn

oh and thanks fel for sending us back to school!..

mwahs

i've just read sarah's blog and feeling so so happy for her. hehehe im not being corny but yeah it's true. err if u have problem navigating, i suggest u read the intro, it TELLS u how to navigate. i admit ever since sarah changed her layout, i skipped the intro and ended up reading the bottom blogs and wonder how the hell do i tag or comment. hahaha im stupid.

sarah u know what? we dont spend time much together, come to think of it, we dont even talk much! hahaha. but we've been classmates since...primaries!! and that's a long long time. you'll always have a friend in me. if u need me LAH. HAhAhaHa sana's more than enough to handle ;)

now why is everyone so upset?

so most of us are leaving. so what? what's there to be upset about? we're gonna meet up again few years later right?

so we wont have Sana to bother us.. so we wont have Jasmine's blurrity make us laugh. so we wont have Sarah to talk to and tease. so we wont have the other Jasmine's dry jokes to humour us.. wait. that means we'll be missing a lot! argh!! ok ok i will miss all of you!!! don't go!!!!!

i dont want to go.........

i was just on the phone with aaron and i was lyk NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont want to go to college. we talk about peer presure and how students there can be so competitve, they'll judge you and how the seniors will bully you because you are a freshman.!!! They'll act as if they're your friends and try to pull you down or just because your rich... like teacher Sam once said. "your money go, your friends go" plus they'll have all this weird subjects that im not used to cause its an american standard and im used to the british standard.. and how i'll spell it in british spelling and stuff and i'll have to know the filipino alphabeth and.... i dont want to go BACK!!!

"Love turns back to you and true love wait." I still dont understand this quote..!!!!

ppl leaving i'm leaving...dilema need help!!

I just found out that im leaving Brunei in about three weeks.. wow i feel like i didnt have my freakin' holiday. I mean doing the mag thing.. some ppl say "hey at least you get to do something" BUT i felt like there's this BIG resposiblity that im carrying over my shoulder and i just want a care free holiday... nothing to worry about, no responsibility and especially no ALARM CLOCK!!! I thought i was going to be free so i bought myself a book "the perfect match" and i bought it a month ago. I'm still not done! its like three to four hundred pages and still I'm not done reading. I just havent got the time. Whenever I want to read, I felt too tired to read.
The mag is killing me!! I didnt want to be the EIC.. why me? oh yeah.... If not me, then who? I'm always caught in between. dilema. with friends and meeting. I know sangs and I are leaving and i want to spent every moment as possible with my friends and her.. the mag is 90% done got all the material and all but its only 90% not 100% =(

Dilema number ONE:
TOMMOROW!!!!!!!! Saturday

ydm is conducting a CNY open house thingii and it starts at 4:30p.m. and maybe ends around 9 at night... cool!! so looking forward to it...

the catch.
went to school at 7:15a.m. with my sis and usually i attended YDM at around 4:30p.m. with sangs till around 6-ish. At around 6:20p.m. i sprinted all the way from SAC to COLA to attend the sunset 6:30p.m. mass. Usually every other weekend there is a core meeting after church which lasted around 9:30 p.m. At around 10 home sweet home. Now you know why i dont really like waking up early on a sunday's

so thats what usually happen during MY Saturday..

as you can see above the YDM tommorow ends at around 9-ish p.m. so... that means i'll haf to skip mass tommorow but no worries (got a back-up plan) I could just go the sunday mass but then i'll haf to wake up early =(. the meeting!!!! T2 Nikki is so going to kill me plus its Tta Marivic's (aka mommy ever so beautiful) birthday is tommorow!!!!

still do not know what to do...

Dilema number TWO:
NEXT THURSDAY

Sangs is going to kill me if i dont attend the valentine's day dinner at SAC on the 9th of feb. Its like this royal family thing. Hey the princess could always escape... but Nah I'm not that kind of a princess. so basically it'll start at night (dinner)..BUT i didnt know its going to be on a THURSDAY!!!!!! Thursday! thrusday thursday thursday. Thursday is the alpha program thing i'm like one of the leader and if i dont go.. what kind of leader will i be? plus the valentine dinner will be the first and last valentine dinner i'll ever go to. I'm serious! usually i stay at home surf, watch MTV and take-out pizza. THAT's MY VALENTINE's routine ever since i'm like 3??? my parents would go out and left us at home with pizza. It's kindda traditions.

dont know what to do!!! Help!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures

hey all Sarah here as you can see on my msn nick that im depress (its true) but hey it wont stop me fom living my own life and putting a smile on my face.I dont want to be a burden to anyone. anyways i just got back from alpha program and suprising as we (alpha leaders) walk into bishop office, the bishop said, "Ahh!!! Sarah! I saw your results. You did very well. Congradulations." the usual i smile and say thank you. Alpha prog aint that bad. it's alright. I was going through my phone and went to the gallery menu and here are some random pics that just makes me smile and cheer me up abit.

Teo!!! he knows how to cheers me up.!!!

Ice!! one of the funniest guy i ever met. he cracks me up till my cheeks hurt and stomach turns

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Ice's drew this pic. One of his "master piece" only Ice, Sangs and I know what's behind this drawing!! LOL

Behind us is the wall at royal regalia. We had so much fun.

we were al trying to fit in and squeeze. Ali was really streching her arm and hey guess what we all fit in. Ali you have long hands!

Sangs and I at excapade. I had a great time there and it was great seeing a few of my classmates.

Julian Ross!! hehe JR. my guy-best-friend. when i was in bengkurong he help me out alot and he had my back. He taught me alot of stuff. My partner in crime.

Mae!!! <3<3>

I'll miss hanging out in the library.. Ali is playing a game on my laptop and she's so into the game. She's taking it very seriously.

whenever i stand in between them... I FEEL SHORT! plus they're both YOUNGER than me :p Now come to think of it both of them not only make me feel short but also make me feel OLD

DQ!!! went to DQ just for desert :p we even ask the waitress to take our pictures..hmm..

hehehe the sign said "no photo taking" we were illigally taking pictures :p

Coffee Bean. love their ice blended. All four of them (mir, mae, josh and ali) help me finish my cheese cake. (It was a big slice!!!!!!!!!)

Yayasan. its funny how we walked all the from school to yayasan and end up at pizza hut bandar to eat

I love this three to bits. They help me out through thick and thin times.

We had such a great time at royal regalia

Last but not the least my best friend Sangs the 2 koole 4 skoole chick. She has always been there for me. Love her alot.