I just found out that im leaving Brunei in about three weeks.. wow i feel like i didnt have my freakin' holiday. I mean doing the mag thing.. some ppl say "hey at least you get to do something" BUT i felt like there's this BIG resposiblity that im carrying over my shoulder and i just want a care free holiday... nothing to worry about, no responsibility and especially no ALARM CLOCK!!! I thought i was going to be free so i bought myself a book "the perfect match" and i bought it a month ago. I'm still not done! its like three to four hundred pages and still I'm not done reading. I just havent got the time. Whenever I want to read, I felt too tired to read.
The mag is killing me!! I didnt want to be the EIC.. why me? oh yeah.... If not me, then who? I'm always caught in between. dilema. with friends and meeting. I know sangs and I are leaving and i want to spent every moment as possible with my friends and her.. the mag is 90% done got all the material and all but its only 90% not 100% =(
Dilema number ONE:
TOMMOROW!!!!!!!! Saturday
ydm is conducting a CNY open house thingii and it starts at 4:30p.m. and maybe ends around 9 at night... cool!! so looking forward to it...
the catch.
went to school at 7:15a.m. with my sis and usually i attended YDM at around 4:30p.m. with sangs till around 6-ish. At around 6:20p.m. i sprinted all the way from SAC to COLA to attend the sunset 6:30p.m. mass. Usually every other weekend there is a core meeting after church which lasted around 9:30 p.m. At around 10 home sweet home. Now you know why i dont really like waking up early on a sunday's
so thats what usually happen during MY Saturday..
as you can see above the YDM tommorow ends at around 9-ish p.m. so... that means i'll haf to skip mass tommorow but no worries (got a back-up plan) I could just go the sunday mass but then i'll haf to wake up early =(. the meeting!!!! T2 Nikki is so going to kill me plus its Tta Marivic's (aka mommy ever so beautiful) birthday is tommorow!!!!
still do not know what to do...
Dilema number TWO:
NEXT THURSDAY
Sangs is going to kill me if i dont attend the valentine's day dinner at SAC on the 9th of feb. Its like this royal family thing. Hey the princess could always escape... but Nah I'm not that kind of a princess. so basically it'll start at night (dinner)..BUT i didnt know its going to be on a THURSDAY!!!!!! Thursday! thrusday thursday thursday. Thursday is the alpha program thing i'm like one of the leader and if i dont go.. what kind of leader will i be? plus the valentine dinner will be the first and last valentine dinner i'll ever go to. I'm serious! usually i stay at home surf, watch MTV and take-out pizza. THAT's MY VALENTINE's routine ever since i'm like 3??? my parents would go out and left us at home with pizza. It's kindda traditions.
dont know what to do!!! Help!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 03, 2006
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